~xhearted12

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About Me Member Deviant of Many Talents xhearted12Female/United States

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My First Song You said it’s not a feeling, but a choice
So I chose to stop loving you today
Nobody’s gonna save me now
It’s time for me to walk away

Happily ever after?
There’s no such thing
It’s a breakup because it’s broken
And time will heal the sting

I’m carrying my cross
And it’s a beautiful thing
Because I wrote my first song today
And I can’t even sing
I learned enough to live
And let go enough to forgive
Now I’m standing on the edge of now and forever
With peace in my heart that we don’t belong together

I realized today that I’ve gotta use some dark colors
To paint My First Song by ~xhearted12

Start Over Bless this day
In which I live
Where I recieve
And never give

Plan for the future
Predict what is to come
Have everything ready for tomorrow
By the time today is done

Save today
Buy tomorrow
Useless items
For a life of sorrow

Lies upond lies
To hide the truth
The world is failing
To raise its youth

Politics and porn
The evil is all around
Subliminal messages instilled
Through empty meaningless sound

Where "under God" is under construction
As people fight for their so called "rights"
Have you forgotten where you came from
When did we all loose sight?

Is it too late to turn it around?
Or can it still be donStart Over by ~xhearted12

Shadow Proves the Sun Shines It's hard for me to believe
That one day soon, you will be gone
You loved me like no other
So though I could do no wrong

But blindly loving
Was what you did best
So make teh good memories count
And forget about the rest

Let's go for a drive
With the windows rolled down
We'll take all teh wrong turns
And get away from this town

With you by my side
I know I'll never feel alone
I can't imagine leting you go
So I think I'll take the long way home

If I had to do it all over
You'd still be the one I'd chose
The pain of the end is worth it
Compared to what I would loose

I wouldn't have missed it for the world
Or changShadow Proves the Sun Shines by ~xhearted12

The Words Of A Man A man once said
"I want you to be mine"
that I was the most beautiful girl he'd ever seen
And nothing would change his mind

A man once told me
"I'm head over heels in love"
That he could never live without me
And that I was a blessing from above

That same man once said
"You're a bitch, a slut, a cunt, and a whore"
Then proceeded to break my spirit
By throwing me down to the floor

He screamed and he cursed
And wrapped his hands around my neck
He grabbed a gun and loaded a shell
Not even caring about the long term effect

A man once told me
the very next day
That he was sorry and he loved me
And then begged that I woulThe Words Of A Man by ~xhearted12

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What I Like Beautiful green eyes,
An infectious smile,
Great taste in music,
Incredible style,

Spiritual and smart,
Mind and body strong,
A great sense of humor,
And legs that are long,

Says "Fuck my life",
Loves the song "Taylor",
She keeps it Strait,
And swears like a sailor,

Like a song by Blake Shelton,
She lives far away,
I can't wait for Thanksgiving,
For tomorrow to be yesterday,

She loves The Notebook,
And Garden State,
Quotes 27 Dresses,
She really is great,

Always on my mind,
Not merely a fad,
Living and trying to live well,
He must have really hurt you bad,What I Like by ~3chordsandthetruth

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My Life My Suicide by ~MemoryFinder

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Cleaning up

Jul 29, 2006, 9:43:22 AM by ~xhearted12
Journals / Personal

Well I just went through and deleted all of my journal entries and my poetry, except for one that I just submitted. I want to start writing again and a lot of my old stuff just doesn't sound much like me anymore so I figured it was time for a fresh start.

I will, however, re-sibmitt some poems after I've done a little work on them... so if you liked one of mine before... they might be back.

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Devious Info

Current Residence: Texas
Interests: God, personal training, writing, drawing, hiking, finishing, hunting, sports...etc
Favourite movie: Ferris Beuler's Day Off, Bruce Almighty, Love and Basketball... etc.
Favourite genre of music: Everything except techno
Favourite artist: Jack Vettriano and Karen Dupre
Favourite poet or writer: Sylvia Plath
Favourite style of art: Black and White
Tools of the Trade: Kaarin..

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`BurlapZack Jun 29, 2005

thank you for the favorite.

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~greeneman Jun 11, 2005

hey there, thanks a lot for the

sorry for not getting back to you earlier about it but things have been rather... well... lets just say they havent been the most conductive for spending time on dA. i really appreciate the fav though, it keeps me going.

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~NoMusicAllowed May 12, 2005

People are afraid to say what they mean,
or keep on talking if it's not about them
I don't say I hate them before they hate me
I've just shut down cause I know what we're all thinking
we're just going by the numbers,
dragging along were just clinging on to someone,
anyone suck the blood and leave the carcass, now we're full.
lie to not disrupt the balance, it balances

We're all fake

We want to understand the point,
let us drive it through your naive head
murdered by self-righteous,
we've killed humility dead

So is the flesh weak and the spirit willing?
Or is Jesus inside a building?
the rituals, rules and things we make up,
it takes so much to wake us up to trade the funding and turn the cheek,
to exchange the proud in for the meek to say to our reflections
"I deny you"
feel the splintering wood on my back and follow

You love the men who drove nails through your wrists
I know enough to know that love does exist
if you bled for the fakes that are just like me
why do I want to make all the fakes bleed?

Jesus, forgive us...
we know not what we do
Jesus have mercy on us,
I am what I hate, but I want to be just like you

your friends are fake, Showbread

thought you might appriciate

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_{BELOVED because you never look more beautiful than in His eyes...}

~NoMusicAllowed Apr 16, 2005

hey babes!!! Thanks for the

on my pride and joy